Challenge Day 3: What of my fears?

So for the 3rd day challenge, I need to say something about my fears.

I fear a lot of things to the point where I am no longer sure which one of them is the worst.

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The Unknown, Space and Darkness

As I have mentioned, I dislike the thought of being thrown into the middle of the ocean. Just thinking about floating aimlessly without any idea what is down below, with a large expanse of space. Does it mean I abhor the thought of the unknown? Maybe. Or it could just be that I am not fond of too much space and isolation, Yeah, I think that’s it.

I do believe most of us feel some anxiety about darkness. There is beauty in just seeing black however, there’s also the element of ‘unknown’, not knowing what’s beyond the shadows. What I would usually think about is something sinister could be there.

To help out explore my fears, I researched some questions related to fears and phobias.

  1. Are you afraid of flying, or riding an airplane?
    • Not really. But I might get bored to death sitting next to a stranger. What worries me more is if I get seated next to a ‘chatty’ stranger. Please, God, no!
  2. Are you afraid of ghosts? Do they exist?
    • That is the questions. Some say they do,, but I haven’t seen or felt them yet and I’d rather stay that way. They say we have our own office ghost, whom we call ‘Jun-jun’. So far, I haven’t felt anything out of place in our office.
  3. Are you afraid of giving a speech in public? 
    • Hell yeah. This is torture. My mind will short circuit. POOF! Overload… 
  4. Are you afraid of scary movies?
    • Kind of. Yes. If I watch it alone, there’s a  higher chance I’ll get scared so I never watch scary movies alone. I am not a masochist.
  5. Are you afraid to die? Why?
    • I am not afraid of death but rather going through a painful death. Who’d want that? Like I said, not an M. I want a swift death.
  6. Are you afraid of getting old? Why?
    • No, just getting old ALONE. What would you rather have, to die before your love ones, or die after them? Or would you like to die together, if that’s possible.
  7. Do you fear certain insects or animals? Why?
    • I don’t fear insects, I just don’t like them that much. Flying cockroaches are not my idea of pets. They are disgusting, creepy but fun to squash. Butterflies and beetles are cute though.
  8. Do you know anyone with a phobia?
    • I do know some people who are afraid of clowns, tight spaces, mannequins, dogs…
  9. How do you react when you see something frightening?
    • My brain won’t function but my heart will run for it’s life. I usually jump, give a loud shout then curse or just plainly cuss.
  10. Is there any person you are afraid of?
    • My imaginary/envisioned mother-in-law. 
  11. What animal do you think is the most scary?
    • Crazy dogs. They’re there, blending with the normal dogs but you never know when they’ll pounce on you.
  12. What is the scariest movie you have ever seen?
    • That would be Evil Dead (2013). Just because of a particular scene, where the possessed protagonist, peaks through the floor boards with such sinister eyes. That gave me the chills. Scenes which scare the shit out of me is when lights suddenly flickers and you suddenly see a figure SLOW~LY…. getting…. clo–ser. Boo! You don’t even dare to close your eyes for fear of  getting a close-up but apparently these are narcissistic entities who enjoy flashes. 
    • Just so you know, I’m writing this 12 am in the morning. To just show you the scary floor scene, I bravely went to YouTube to get a copy of the scene, closing my eyes while copying the url. Dang! Even still image is scary enough. I might never look at this post again. Poop… even the sound effects scared me.
    • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6YHkkVy0dVE 
  13. What was the scariest horror story you’ve hard?
    • I call it the ‘twinkle twinkle star’. I heard this from one of my friends in high school during my junior year.

The story goes like this:

TAGALOG VERSION is available here: https://www.wattpad.com/20989393-nginig-compilation-of-horror-stories-kanginig

by CandiesForFree

ENGLISH VERSION

by Angelazy

There was a young couple who was celebrating their ‘monthsary’. (What’s monthsary? Unique only to Filipinos, it is an ‘important’ day, very much like an anniversary, but it is celebrated in terms of months. Yahoo.com)

So, they went out on a date. On their way home, their car ran out of gas leaving them stranded in a deserted road. (Doesn’t really matter where though… just imagine a road, with no people or cars passing by… not even a bird… weeds and sinister trees and whatnots).

Left with no choice, the guy decided to look for help and said to his girlfriend,

“Lock the doors. I’ll bring the keys with me.”

The girl patiently waits for her boyfriend. A few minutes later,  a crazy beggar approached the car.  Strangely, it was singing the nursery song ‘twinkle, twinkle star’ while walking around the car holding something. It was dark so she couldn’t tell what it was.

After completing a turn, he looked at her holding up the thing on his right hand, and asked,

“Do you see what I have?”

To her utter horror, it was the decapitated head of hr boyfriend dripping with blood with a gruesome expression.

The crazy beggar continued to walk around the car, singing the same song,

“Twinkle, twinkle little… star…”

Stopping once again, he showed something in his hand,

“Do you see what I have?”

Dangling from his left hand were the keys to the car.


Damn! Never have I been scared of a nursery song until a friend retold this freaking not-so-child-friendly story. Whenever, I’m in a car, riding through a dark road, without a person on sight, this story never fails to squeeze itself in my mind.

 

So, that’s about it. Do you get easily get scared or do you love the thrill of scaring the bejeezus out of your friends?

How about we watch some of Ellen Degenere’s funniest moments of scaring?

 

ENJOY!

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Lazy Lass: Good Food = Good Mood/Mode

If you ask me about my favorite quote or a motto I live by, it would be: good food equates to good mood.

A delicious food always put me on a good mood. No matter how bad my day is or how awkward I’m feeling, just one bite of what I’m craving negates all the unwanted feeling.

Have you ever felt the ‘kilig’ when you get a taste of a well-partnered set of dishes or when the craved flavor is achieved?

*kilig – It is the sudden feeling of an inexplicable joy one gets when something romantic or idealistic occurs (according to http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=kilig)

That moment when you yearn for the feel of crispiness and taste of saltiness… *poof* out comes the special appearance of what we call ‘junk’ food.

So, here are:

25 FOOD QUESTIONS 

#1: What is your favorite breakfast?

  • As a Filipino, I love to eat rice. Fried rice along with sunny side up egg is a meal I would welcome with open arms. It isn’t breakfast if there is no rice, that is my rule.
  • I especially like it when the egg is extra crispy. Dang, I’m about to drool on the keyboard and I’ve already eaten. ( ̄﹃ ̄)
  • So, to my future oppa and hubby, please master the art of making crispy sunny side up. Feed me to my heart’s content and I’ll love you for life. ☆⌒(ゝ。∂)

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When the sun RICES, I feel SUNNY and EGG-cited to have a good breakfast and it fills me with FRIED when I get to eat a sunny side up. *word play* (ノ≧∀≦)ノ ‥…━━━★ Did you see what I did?

( ̄_ ̄)・・・ *kru kru kru…* tumble weed* *crickets*

Gomen, if my puns are not to your taste.

 

#2: How do you drink your coffee?

Coffee is one of God’s gift to mankind. I take it hot, I take it cold. One requirement is that it has sugar! Sometimes, I like it with milk or just plain. I can drink 2-4 cups of coffee a day. No one can stop me. ( ’ω’)~~

“I coffee–l happiness!” *pun attack—bazinga!*

Fun or not-so-fun fact: I drank my first cup of coffee when I was six. How about you, when did you achieve to have a first glimpse of this heaven?

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#3: What is your favorite sandwich?

I’m not much of a sandwich eater but I do like clubhouse sandwich (if you take out the lettuce, tomatoes—basically it’s just a bacon cheese sandwich\(≧▽≦)/) . If you are planning to feed me, I eat:

  • tuna
  • chicken
  • peanut butter
  • butter & honey
  • grilled cheese

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#4: Soup or salad?

I totally prefer soup. My all time favorite is crab and corn soup (it’s the powder soup in a packet). I don’t know if you know Knorr but that’s the one. I also appreciate mushroom soup. I don’t really like macaroni soup though, especially, vege***** soup. That’s a no-no. Don’t speak bad words.  Σ(°ロ°)

#5: Ban sugar or salt?

Can I call a friend? I love both but my love for salty food weighs more. I’m sorry sugar but I’d go with salt since he can bring me more happiness. PAH!ヽ( ̄д ̄;)ノb4e65b94d49af33c196aaa8d5a545fa12a990e54_hq.jpg

#6: What is your favorite food movie?

No cooking movie comes to mind, however, the earliest memory I have of a cooking scene which caught my attention was from Disney’s ‘Sleeping Beauty’, where Fauna prepared a cake for Aurora’s birthday. 

It goes like this:

Fauna: ‘3 teasp’… ‘teasp?’ (・・ ) ?

Merryweather: One teaspoon.

Fauna: w(°o°)w

Maybe for my young mind, it was a colorful scene. With shades of pink and blue flying around in the background. 

Matilda cooking pancakes was good as well.

#7: Where do you get your inspiration?

The palate dictates my stomach’s fate. 

#8: Is there something you really don’t like?

Like I said, CARROTS!

I really don’t CARR-OT about CARROTS! *pun time*

#9: What is the best dish you ever had?

This is so damn hard… can I just give the TOUGH 3?

  • Hukad’s balut sisigImage result for hukad balut sisig
  • Aleia’s Mediterranean Pizza

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  • Garlic Butter Shrimp Pasta

Photo of Garlic Butter Prawn Spaghetti

http://www.foodnetwork.co.uk/recipes/garlic-butter-prawn-spaghetti.html

10#What is your comfort food?

Bacon Cheese Burger baby! I’ll marry anyone on the spot if his proposal involves BCB!

(つ≧▽≦)つDANG! Won’t I be dehydrated from so much drooling while writing this.

Fun fact: My specialty is pasta. (I think so)

The pictures I post are not my own… Please pardon me.

Even if you ask me from which anime I took some of the pics, I’m clueless. If you’re as crazy neko lazy as me, you wouldn’t dare bother as well. Hihihi. Gomen.

Can you tell how a narcissistic lazy lass I am?

A lazy lass lazily starts a blog

Bonjour! Hi, I am ANGELAZY, at your service. As a lazy lass, finally realizing how monotonous my lazy cat-like life is, thought to spice up my bland life by making a nonsensical blog.

Just a warning, my posts would most likely be without any sense whatsoever and topics will be popping up like wild mushrooms.

Today starts my 31-day blog challenge. Nothing much left to do but bombard you with 20 facts about moi.

TWENTY RANDOM FACTS ABOUT THE ANGELAZY-SAN!

  1. I am a LAZY person. I spend 95% of my time lying on my older sister’s bed (technically, we should share a room, but she wants to have her own room so this is the I-am-the-youngest-so-I-should-share-a-room-with-my-parents-but-I-don’t-want-to-so-I-shall-be-hanging-out-with-the-sofa situation) or in my domain (THE majestic sofa) to play online games or read web novels. (the image below is so accurate, sometimes I roll on the floor since it’s cool. hehe…) Image result for anime lazy in bed
  2. CARROTS are abominations and the bane to my existence! However, I do LOVE carrot cakes! (how I see carrots)Image result for monster carrots
  3. I am GEMINI, born under the sign of the twins. I don’t know if it has any connection with my personality. I do know that I am a GEM.  `;:゛;`;・(°ε° )
  4. I’ve been humming the ‘baby shark song’ for 3 days. ╮(︶▽︶)╭
  5. I am a Filipino. Specifically, a Cebuano. I speak Bisaya, Tagalog, English, and a bit of Japanese expressions (from constant watching of anime ╰( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° )つ) but daaaannnng my Tagalog is so bad, I would shame my ancestors. *dogeza* I beseech you for forgiveness Dr. Jose Rizal.
  6. I can’t swim and can only float. So, one of my biggest fears is to be dropped in the deepest part of the ocean, in the middle of nowhere. So, if you’ll ask me whether I’ll save my parent or spouse in a sinking ship, don’t bother. We are all going to die together anyway. ‿︵‿︵‿︵‿ヽ(°□° )ノ︵‿︵‿︵‿︵
  7. I would like to find the cure for laziness. PM me if they’ve procured it.
  8. I am and WILL NEVER be a morning person. I was programmed to be a nocturnal creature… wallowing in the shadows. I am at my best when it’s dark.
  9. I have no sense of direction, that’s why— just wandering the streets will become a long adventure. POOR: sense of sight, hearing and direction. add a dash of NON-sensibility and we are good to go… talley-ho! 〜〜(/ ̄▽)/
  10. I have a cactus on my desk… Her name is Potpourri. Even if she has a lot spikes, her name is fragrant… My darling cactus. (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
  11. I forget names easily. Gomen. 人(_ _*) It’ll take a lot of meetups for me to associate one’s name and face.
  12. I have a lot of virtual and 2D hubbies and no 3D partner but I AM FINE. No, it is perfectly HEALTHY. There is nothing wrong… ABSOLUTELY! Zoro-sama is with me!
  13. I’m more of a dog person. I heart corgi momos—that peachy butt is just moe*              (* ̄ii ̄)
  14. My favorite number is SEVEN. It is purrfect!
  15. SURPRISE: I am a sensei and I teach English.
  16. I wear glasses.. I am a megane (つ✧ω✧)つ
  17. I prefer potted plants over a bouquet of flowers.
  18. When God showered the skill for dancing, apparently, I was buried deep within my bed. Dancing is a no-no for me. Zombie dance, I can do. Normal dances, meh.
  19. The younger me was so lazy that I only stopped using the baby bottle when I reached the age of six. C’mon, it is such a hassle to drink milk standing up when you can do it lying down. It is more convenient.
  20. I am not a sociable person and therefore am weak when it comes to face-to-face interaction but I evolve when it’s through chat, email, text, etc. I will bombard you with so much topic your head will spin. What’s more, I am famous for ‘topic hopping’!                     ☆⌒ヽ(*’、^*)chu

 

Sooo, that’s it. The result isn’t much but the process was entertaining. It wasn’t easy.

For today, apart from doing a blog, my friend and I decided to take on photo challenge as well ^^ Just so you know, my photography skills suck. o(≧▽≦)o

If my grammar is lacking… then it is lacking haha~~ just instruct me where I committed a grave sin.. 😛